It wasn’t supposed to be easy. Nobody promised that to you….but they did tell you that when you were blessed enough to find it to never let go. That it would be the best feeling you have ever known. They were so right.
I hope to never let this go, to let him go, to never lose the amount of love I feel in this very moment. He takes me to higher places. He is the love I prayed for, he is the exact man I prayed for and even more. I never saw it coming and I definitely didnt go searching for it, in fact I gave up on that thought so long ago. Where did you come from my sweet love? What did i do to deserve this? Putting what my heart feels into words right now seems almost impossible. I don’t feel as if there are even words big enough to describe it.
I could have ran from it, it was actually my first thought to do exactly that and now here it is right in front of me. It’s mine. I want to close the whole world off and just look at him for an hour or two. It isn’t perfect, the love we have, its ugly sometimes. It isnt sweet red roses on the bed and sunny days, but it’s real. That right there is enough. I want to shelter it and protect it. I want to capture every easy day and pull through every storm of hardship. I want to lay next to him every night and trust that he wont hurt me or leave, and God willing I hope he does the same. I want to be his someone.
That’s your fairy tale. This is your castle.
Now move in. Build a home. Build a house. Build a safety around things you love.
It’s yours if you make it so.
“Welcome home, sweet girl, it will be all be fine.”